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Time To Heal

from Enigmatic by Tim Beck

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I'm paranoid from the worms inside my head
I get the notion that the voices want me dead
They all keep screaming 'til I'm painting the walls red

I've gotta look a little further into my mind
I'm feeling trapped and tortured, deaf and dumb and blind
How can I live when I'm dying and traumatized?

Delusion hitting, I'm complicit in these ways
Tormented, bullied, in a fit of broken rage
I'm counting down to the end of all my days

I'm feeling hopeless but I still am asking why
The knowledge searing like a needle in the eye
Bury me under from this world that is mortified

Help me, save me,
Out to, get me
Tell me, break me,
Go and, end me

I'm nearly breaking, they refuse to let me go
The schizophrenic and the manic voices grow
It builds, and breaks, and falls, like sanity dominos 

The paranoia dripping straight into my vein
Psychosomatic and neurotic constant pain 
Can I convince them that I'm clearly just not insane?

Help me, save me,
Out to, get me
Tell me, break me,
Go and, end me

I wonder how much my mind could take before it bends
I have suffered more than enough in this life, just let it end
This should be the time to heal and yet, here I descend
I don't ever want to feel like this again

Help me, save me,
Out to, get me
Tell me, break me,
Go and, end me

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from Enigmatic, released June 4, 2021

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Tim Beck Los Angeles, California

Tim Beck is a composer and songwriter based in Los Angeles, CA. A native of Pittsburgh, PA, Tim graduated from Duquesne University earning his Bachelor’s Degree in Music Composition from the Mary Pappert School of Music.

He has written for over 50+ IMDB credited films and other related projects. A dedicated guitarist and songwriter, his latest album is ENIGMATIC, his 4th studio album.
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