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Symbiosis: BLUE

by Tim Beck

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1.
The Fear 04:11
Poison, the panic in my mind I drink it down like wine My lips will burn But my inside screams it's fine Emotion, this feeling that I hide Simply hard to describe I keep it bottled up It's the pill I self-prescribe Broken, hysteria at play My ego is to blameI try to fight But I'm a moth into the flame Erosion, my confidence decays The doubt is all that remains And now I'm questioning If the fear is worth the pain Desperation, Fallacy Self-inflicted mental atrophy Trepidation, Malady I won't let the fear take control of me
2.
You used to say that luck is real Well I'm not buying it, you were just a mile away You used to say this life don't appeal Well I don't know why you'd think this was just the only way I should've known when you would give your piece of mind That you won't think it twice, to leave it all behind I used to say just how I'd feel But that was up right until you had left and gone astray I knew someday that you'd reveal Exactly who you were and who you've become today I should've known when you would give your piece of mind That you won't think it twice, to leave it all behind You used to say, your heart I'd steal Forgotten and moving on from the plans that you delay   I knew someday that I would heal Departing in my own time, 'til we meet another day I should've known when you would give your piece of mind That you won't think it twice, to leave it all behind
3.
Tell me your hopes and dreams In a whisper not a scream I was soaring now I'm high, On something I can't see Tell me do you believe There is something more to see As we're living out our lives, and what they're meant to be I used to say that dreams weren't worth the pain  But now I say that without them life would just not be the same  Tell me your hopes and dreams In a whisper not a scream I was soaring now I'm high, On something I can't see Tell me do you believe That we can live in harmony And remember in these times, that love remains the key I used to say that dreams weren't worth the pain  But now I say that without them life would just not be the same 
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Monongahela 03:48
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Big Bear 03:42
The sky is perfect, no hints of gray The sound of leaves that fall on another Autumn day I feel nostalgia coursing through my veins This could be my home for the rest of my days Up in this mountain I am feeling safe Feel the breeze while rowing on the lake Up in this cabin I am far away Leave my heart in Big Bear, and please don't delay The night is calm, the stars in space The crackles popping warm inside the fireplace I feel so peaceful with no worry on my mind This could be the start of the rest of my life Up in this mountain I am feeling safe Feel the breeze while rowing on the lake Up in this cabin I am far away Leave my heart in Big Bear, and please don't delay
6.
Paramour 03:34
It's melting in December The dripping ice can spark some deja vu And who's to say what's certain You realize it's not your point of view. The feeling of persistence It's breathing down my neck most every day Don't feel apologetic Not personal, it's just the price you pay.
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Inside Me 04:02
I want to see If love could be Inside you, inside me If I am free And you're the key Come and make this reality I'm going to where I'll be with you And we're going to where we'll be Alone until the end of time I can see A life you'll please Trust in me, I guarantee Come with me I'd love to be The one who makes you feel So heavenly I'm going to where I'll be with you And we're going to where we'll be Alone until the end of time I want to see If love could be Inside you, inside me If I'm still free And you're my key Come and make love reality I'm going to where I'll be with you And we're going to where we'll be Alone until the end of time
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Worship 03:39
You don't even know what you do to me Hand on bible, I swear you won't believe And all the skies it'd seem they're just so grey And I am hypnotized by what you say. Take my hand Show me your way And I will worship you everyday You don't even know what you do to me Hand on bible, I swear you won't believe And every night I sit and as I pray Oh I'll say Take my hand Show me your way And I will worship you everyday
10.
I worry to ask you the question Would you notice if I walked away and did not say good-bye? Can you show me some expression Will it break you just set it straight or will you simply lie? I haven't been this lost again, since your thoughts all became blurred I want to say, please just today do not preach of the absurd Now it feels like sin when I touch your skin, and my words all come out slurred Don't look away, and do not say, a single word  Until you can see, the color of my eyes Will it actually make a difference If I ask you simply what is it that feasts upon your mind Or should I just stay in naive bliss That you still will want to talk to me and hope the stars align I haven't been this lost again, since your thoughts all became blurred I want to say, please just today do not preach of the absurd Now it feels like sin when I touch your skin, and my words all come out slurred Don't look away, and do not say, a single word  Until you can see, the color of my eyes
11.
Omega 03:41
He doesn't hear the question, but he tries to understand  What is means to a prophet, what it means to be a man Alpha is coming, it's coming on through Omega is calling, calling on you No one there to witness but he's there where it began He speaks of devastation and a nihilistic plan Alpha is coming, it's coming on through Omega is calling, calling on you Preaching of an empire in the shamanistic land Warning of the mystics from the mountaintop he stands Alpha is coming, it's coming on through Omega is calling, calling on you
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Wildwood 03:23
Shadows fall and my ambition calls I'm still searching for my soul In Wildwood, it seems I should Take the moment in, and just lay down Against the wall and my pride is small It still takes an awful toll In Wildwood, it seems I should Take the moment in, and just lay down And when I catch myself growing restless  I need to recall to just lay down All in all, I am standing tall With my mind and body whole In Wildwood, it seems I should Take the moment in, and just lay down And when I catch myself growing restless  I need to recall to just lay down
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Breathe 02:44
Breathe for me Fill your lungs up til they feel like they're about to burst open Speak to me Tell me things you've wanted to so long If we don't even try Then I think I might cry, for so long Breathe for me   Take the moment and just think before you say that it's over Be with me Look into my eyes and feel my soul I think I might die If we don't even try, so so long Breathe for me    Fantasize a world in which my arms are no longer open Plead with me Do not let this passion drift away If we don't even try Then this is our goodbye, so long
15.
Soaring 03:54
I was soaring the summer skyline  Just to be struck by you Always wanted to say, darling won't you stay Alone with me, and just enjoy the view I was searching in my own timeline For a woman just like you Never felt so free, darling can't you see Don't be afraid, the future starts today Love's the only way, my heart will never stray Come, we'll fly away  I'm exploring your soul and your mind And you seem so true Always wanted to play, darling don't delay All our time, and spend this rendezvous  I was listening to the grapevine And you spoke on through Oh what could we be, darling please agree Don't be afraid, the future starts today Love's the only way, my heart will never stray Come, we'll fly away We'll be soaring through the night Soaking in the city lights And even though the fear of falling down can scare you away Hold me close and it will be alright
16.
I know what people think  I'm not stupid I just don't care, 'Cause people say what they wanna say But you're still a princess to me And I don't if it's jealousy Or if they all have blackened hearts But we will stay just where we need To be in love and free I know it's hard to be strong With everything going wrong But just know in my arms Is where you belong I know it's hard to be strong With everything going wrong But just know in my arms Is where you belong Our hope and dreams in front of us But here they are they crash them down Grinning from their own frustration They get kicks from you and me Just keep a dry eye to them girl And listen not to their cries 'Cause they don't know reality And we're as happy as can be I know it's hard to be strong With everything going wrong But just know in my arms Is where you belong I know it's hard to be strong With everything going wrong But just know in my arms Is where you belong

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Symbiosis: RED & BLUE is a double album which showcases 2 sides of myself: Heavy and mellow. Symbiosis: RED is the heavy album, composed of Rock, Heavy Metal, Progressive Rock, Grunge, and other elements. Symbiosis: BLUE is the mellow album, composed of Alternative, Acoustic, Indie, Folk, and other elements. 

All Music and Lyrics written, performed, and produced by Tim Beck

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released December 8, 2020

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Tim Beck is a composer and songwriter based in Los Angeles, CA. A native of Pittsburgh, PA, Tim graduated from Duquesne University earning his Bachelor’s Degree in Music Composition from the Mary Pappert School of Music.

He has written for over 50+ IMDB credited films and other related projects. A dedicated guitarist and songwriter, his latest album is ENIGMATIC, his 4th studio album.
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