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Enigmatic

by Tim Beck

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1.
I feel alone, only in times when I know I don't got you calling All your dialtones , Oh they keep me humming I am a sinner, for you I've got something coming Just don't you ever forget to call I look at you Want something new Out of the blue Temper, temper How much to pay, I am your prey What do you say? Temper, temper My patience thin I see your grin, You're full of Sin, Temper, temper You're asking why I don't got time You're gonna die Temper, temper Pick up the phone, and when I hear your voice my legs keep falling Pound at my heart, and don't you stop your drumming Hint at the message and give you all my loving You'll remember me this time I look at you Want something new Out of the blue Temper, temper How much to pay, I am your prey What do you say? Temper, temper My patience thin I see your grin, You're full of Sin, Temper, temper You're asking why I don't got time You're gonna die Temper, temper
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I was trying to keep my mind steady Then you came and walked right through the door Suddenly I've fallen into frenzy I'm fighting not to pass out on the floor Could it be that I'm a bit too hungry? Could it be that I cannot be tamed? Could it be that I'm just what you fancy? Could it be that I am not to blame? For your thoughts, I'll give more than a penny Let's make all your fantasies appear And if you want a little secret, I've got plenty Come a little closer here my dear Could it be that I am not that tacky? Could it be that I can't be contained? Could it be that I just want you madly? Could it be that I am not ashamed? Give it to me, until you've got nothing left Give it to me, don't give me a chance to catch my breath Give it to me, my heart is pumpin' out my chest Give it to me, just keep on loving me to death
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White Lies 04:25
Your panic setting in a little too easily You're only tough when life is handed to you for free You're crying every time that you don't get your way Oh here's the bill, and now it's time for you to pay You fabricate a tone of some sincerity  Your mind is destitute, but you act bourgeoisie You say you're with me and then you just run away Crawl back to daddy when your life is in disarray  So take your silver spoon, And I'll give you a knife. Take the easy way out, Just like the rest of your life. When it's said and done Go put on your disguise Keep on spreading them All of your white lies Your pain is self induced, but you won't just believe You think you're owed the world, how funny and naive Walking a golden road that you didn't even pave And faking empathy like that's how you behave Playing the role of the victim that needs to grieve While being narcissistic cancer that deceives Go on pretending like a coward who thinks he's brave So take your silver spoon, And I'll give you a knife. Take the easy way out, Just like the rest of your life. When it's said and done Go put on your disguise Keep on spreading them All of your white lies
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Where am I, I feel like I might die Fear personified I don't where I'm supposed to be, my vision's going atrophy Like a phantom in a fantasy, I am stricken with the agony I am lost in the gravity of everything being done to me So find the truth in the tragedy, carry on and set me free Horror breeds and grows in my mind Haunted all the time How can I break away from this night Subconscious suicide I don't where I'm supposed to be, my vision's going atrophy Like a phantom in a fantasy, I am stricken with the agony I am lost in the gravity of everything being done to me So find the truth in the tragedy, carry on and set me free
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Deckard 04:24
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I was standing, mind my own Waiting for you on that day Should have realized something's wrong Should have gone home, things are not okay Do you even notice when I'm here Pleadin' for your mercy everyday I regret most every word I said Doesn't have to be this way Don't you say What you'll pay To keep me away Can we please just let it go Or do you want to watch me waste away Can I punish myself anymore Do whatever you have to stay I don't want to be a martyr But I've made this disarray I lament all your time wasted The welcome has been overstayed Don't you say What you'll pay To keep me away
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Waiting 06:20
I'll take my time So I can find The road that leads to you I've been waiting for someone here beside me To tell me everything's alright I'll keep calling on you to save my conscience  And pray you'll be with me tonight I'm feeling high Up to the sky Like your eyes, so blue I've been waiting for someone here beside me To tell me everything's alright I'll keep calling on you to save my conscience  And pray you'll be with me tonight I'm here to dry Tears from your eyes And we will see this through I've been waiting for someone here beside me To tell me everything's alright I'll keep calling on you to save my conscience  And pray you'll be with me tonight
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CRÄVE 05:04
Come closer and taste what I've got planned Like sharks to to blood, your gift is my one demand Bust out the whips and chains, and wait for my command, Submissive masochist, with dripping contraband  I know just what you crave You're gonna be my slave I know what you crave You're gonna be my I'll dominate and your flesh will tear  Penetrate whatever's left of your mind and body's scare Obey my word, and don't you say a single prayer Gonna lock you up with not a single hope to spare Don't try to fight with all the leather that you wear Sadistic discipline, keep beggin if you dare I'll tie you up for more of what you cannot bare Go say the magic word, I still don't really care I know just what you crave You're gonna be my slave I know what you crave You're gonna be my slave I know just what you crave You're gonna be my slave Yeah I know what you crave You're gonna be my
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Uncle Fester 03:42
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Time To Heal 04:00
I'm paranoid from the worms inside my head I get the notion that the voices want me dead They all keep screaming 'til I'm painting the walls red I've gotta look a little further into my mind I'm feeling trapped and tortured, deaf and dumb and blind How can I live when I'm dying and traumatized? Delusion hitting, I'm complicit in these ways Tormented, bullied, in a fit of broken rage I'm counting down to the end of all my days I'm feeling hopeless but I still am asking why The knowledge searing like a needle in the eye Bury me under from this world that is mortified Help me, save me, Out to, get me Tell me, break me, Go and, end me I'm nearly breaking, they refuse to let me go The schizophrenic and the manic voices grow It builds, and breaks, and falls, like sanity dominos  The paranoia dripping straight into my vein Psychosomatic and neurotic constant pain  Can I convince them that I'm clearly just not insane? Help me, save me, Out to, get me Tell me, break me, Go and, end me I wonder how much my mind could take before it bends I have suffered more than enough in this life, just let it end This should be the time to heal and yet, here I descend I don't ever want to feel like this again Help me, save me, Out to, get me Tell me, break me, Go and, end me
11.
After all this time, you're still a mystery, Should've known better, given the history, I'm calling you out for all your shame and misery, You try to turn it on me, so  Go and spy away Go and spy away Go and spy away Go and spy away And lie in the bed you made You don't believe me and I don't believe you too You see right through me, well I see right through you You tainted your heart and you're trying to give it to me Just keep on living in your world of secrecy Your melodramatic, enigmatic point of view Rips right through me, poisonous deja vu I'm not hanging for all the games you want to play You've got your knife in my back, so Go and spy away Go and spy away Go and spy away Go and spy away And lie in the bed you made I can't believe I put faith in your fallacy Seduced and gaslight in a drunken fantasy I recall the chance for you to give an apology But you still turn it on me, so  Go and spy away Go and spy away Go and spy away Go and spy away And lie in the bed you made You don't believe me and I don't believe you too You see right through me, well I see right through you You tainted your heart and you're trying to give it to me Just keep on living in your world of secrecy Your melodramatic, enigmatic point of view Rips right through me, poisonous deja vu I'm not hanging for all the games you want to play You've got your knife in my back, so Go and spy away
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You came over to tell me that you know this wouldn't last But can I get just one more second in your arms? I know we talked about it and I won't go back on that But can I spend just one more hour with your charm? I try to keep the walls up, but my heart just knocks them down I wonder what this life's like without you around I don't want to keep you away From all the things you could be But I still want to say That I love you Oh I love you so I tried to curb emotions so I wouldn't fall for you But can I stare just one more second in your eyes? I know that you've been hurting, and it's what we need to do But can I be more than just someone in your life? I want to feel much stronger, but I don't know what to do I'm clinging to these memories I made with you I don't want to keep you away From all the things you could be But I still want to say That I love you Oh I love you so

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ENIGMATIC is the 4th studio album by Tim Beck. It contains various styles including Rock, Alternative, Metal, Grunge, Acoustic, Electronic, and even Instrumental tracks.

All Music and Lyrics written, performed, and produced by Tim Beck

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released June 4, 2021

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Tim Beck is a composer and songwriter based in Los Angeles, CA. A native of Pittsburgh, PA, Tim graduated from Duquesne University earning his Bachelor’s Degree in Music Composition from the Mary Pappert School of Music.

He has written for over 50+ IMDB credited films and other related projects. A dedicated guitarist and songwriter, his latest album is ENIGMATIC, his 4th studio album.
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